Title: The Light Between Worlds
Author: Laura E. Weymouth
Release Date: October 23rd, 2018
Genre(s): YA Fantasy, Historical Fiction
Subjects and Themes: Mental Health, Sisterhood
Page Count: 368 (hardback)
Six years ago, sisters Evelyn and Philippa Hapwell were swept away to a strange and beautiful kingdom called the Woodlands, where they lived for years. But ever since they returned to their lives in post-WWII England, they have struggled to adjust.
Ev desperately wants to return to the Woodlands, and Philippa just wants to move on. When Ev goes missing, Philippa must confront the depth of her sister’s despair and the painful truths they’ve been running from. As the weeks unfold, Philippa wonders if Ev truly did find a way home, or if the weight of their worlds pulled her under.
Right. Where do I even start with this?
How about here: there’s only one other book (or series, rather) I’ve read this year that’s made me cry as much as this one, and even now, days later, it’s got me aching and drenched with its characters and their pains.
I wondered if should take a month to sort out my feelings and write something that can be at least 10% of what this story is worth. Then I realized I could take the entire year and still have no “perfect” review to show at the end of it.
Because this is one of those stories that feels too large to fit inside me. One of those stories that crawls through my skin to rip open old wounds and heal them anew, leaving me raw and open. And how do you deconstruct such a thing?
Well, I know I can’t do it justice. But I’ll try anyway.
The Light Between Worlds is a portal fantasy unlike any I’ve ever read. A re-imagining of Narnia and the continuation of it. The continuation of all portal fantasies, as it explores what happens to these children, who are no longer children, when they get dropped back into a world they’ve been absent from for so long. It’s a bit like the Wayward Children series and The Girl Who Circumnavigated Fairyland in that respect.
But Light Between Worlds takes things deeper. Darker. It approaches portal fantasy with a brutal lens that refuses to sugarcoat the reality of war, depression, PTSD, and the kind, wise mythical creatures who would take oaths of service from the mouths of children. But most of all, it’s about the love between sisters and finding a place–a world–that you can rightly call “home.”
One of the most brilliant things about this book is that it show how portal fantasies are, in many ways, tragedies. And it does that by being very light-handed with the fantasy. We only see limited bits of the Woodlands from Evelyn’s flashbacks, and I don’t think additional details are necessary (though it would have been welcome) seeing as how it’s a world we’ve all seen before–if not in Chronicles of Narnia, then in some other fantasy tale. The real focus of the story is in present-day England, where we see all the ways that the Woodlands haunts these characters.
It’s been five years since the siblings came back from the other world and Evelyn hungers deeply for it. Every part of her bleeds Woodlands and she walks through each day like a ghost, keening for a home that’s lost to her.
You don’t need to be a character in a portal fantasy to relate to Evelyn’s struggles. If you’ve ever longed for a time you wished you could return to; if you’ve ever longed to be somewhere else–or if not somewhere else, then to at least find some kind of footing in the present because most days it feels like you’re drifting above it; if you’ve seen your loved ones break themselves to keep you here, keep you whole; if it ever felt like you’re watching your life through the mirror of a mirror, all distorted and foreign–and the suffocating loneliness that comes with it, and the sense of unbelonging, and the feeling that one day you’re just going to float up and up away into nothing–and all that is enough to make you want to stop being…you will see yourself in Evelyn.
I saw far, far too much of myself and when I wasn’t tearing up or outrightly sobbing, I was turning pages with my heart lodged in my throat. And still I couldn’t stop reading. Because while Weymouth doesn’t shy away from the ugliness of mental illness, her portrayal is so honest and in its honesty there’s validation.
And the prose, at once simple and beautifully melancholic, compliments the subject matter so well and helps blunt the harshness. There’s a thrum of sorrow that runs through the writing, but above it you can also find wonder and love–so much love–and the combination is breathtaking.
And then we have Phillippa who’s waging a different war of her own but finds herself just as lost as Evelyn. While I saw most of myself in Evelyn, it was the elder Hapwell sister who captured my heart.
Phillippa is the pillar of the family. The one who tries to remain steadfast and strong even when she’s crumbling inside. The one who has to hold Evelyn back from her darkness time and time again. And unlike Evelyn she’s determined to carve a new life in this world and forget the magic of the woods and its great Guardian stag. Determined to wear a confident smile because she refuses to become what Evelyn’s become, she cannot. I don’t want to make a lot of Narnia comparisons, but with Phillippa the book does right by Susan Pevensie, taking Lewis’ “lipsticks, nylons and invitations” line and turning it from a condemnation into a shield and a weapon. It’s brilliantly done.
The love shared between Evelyn and Phillippa is undeniable. But love can exist with razor-sharp edges; it can hurt as much as it nourishes. And sometimes love isn’t enough to keep you from breaking when things get hard, and things can get so, so damn hard. The sacrifices these two make for each another despite the hurt and the hardship is the very definition of courage and what makes this story such a masterful one.
All in all, The Light Between Worlds is a stunningly beautiful character-focused story about finding light amidst the grey. And I know, down to my bones, that it’s one I’ll treasure for a long, long time.
Review copy provided by the publisher via Edelweiss in exchange for an honest review
Note: the author has a paragraph of trigger warnings for the book on her website–including self-harm and suicide ideation–which I didn’t take seriously. Turns out I should have. And you should too. They’re there for a reason. I had to binge-watch The Haunting of Hill House to recover from it, because being too scared to go to the bathroom is better than being too sad to get out of bed. Take care. <3
This sounds a lot like the Wayward Children series. I’m very curious to read this after your gushing review! Thanks for sharing 😁
It’s definitely reminded me of the Wayward Children! Except this one’s a LOT more emotionally draining. 😀
I’m seriously excited for this book. I have the audio book and can’t wait to listen to it soon 🙂 awesome review!
Thank you! And I can’t wait to hear your thoughts on it!! I’m curious about how the narrator handles some of the emotional scenes
Wonderful review! I have heard about this book but I wasn’t interested in reading it until I read your review. Your paragraph about how anyone who’s ever wished they could go back to another place or time would be able to identify with Evelyn really sold me, because I often find myself thinking about that, and I’m sure that aspect of the book is going to make me very emotional.
Oh I’m so glad to hear it sparked your interest in the book! I never, ever get tired of seeing candid mental health rep in fantasy, even if they do make me into a sobbing mess. 🙂
And today I read the author’s post on her experiences with depression and why she chose to write about it, and it made me love the book even more. https://www.lauraeweymouth.com/2018/07/on-mental-health-representation-in-the-light-between-worlds
Wow! This sounds like a tough, emotional read!! I would definitely need some time to process it by the sounds of things! And, that cover!!!! NO WORDS!! 😍😍
I have to confess I didn’t like the cover at first– It didn’t look like a Narnia story to me! But now I LOVE IT. 😀 And it represents the story so, SO well!
This sounds really good, thoughwhile I generally love dark, I don’t always do well with suicide in books. Love the cover
It’s definitely a hard read. But even though it alludes to suicide, that’s really as far as it goes, so it was less triggering than it could have been. And the UK cover is gorgeous too! I’m tempted to nab both copies. 😀
I’m interested in portal world stories overall and that gorgeous cover combined with your review… 🙂 I’ll definitely read this one!
Yay! I hope you enjoy it when you get to it! <3 And this book's definitely got me craving more portal fantasy.
Another absolutely wonderful review, Kathy 💕 I can’t tell you enough how much I adore your way of writing about books. I get excited every time you post a new review. This sounds like a much more emotional reading experience than I was expecting, but I’m still so excited to pick it up and experience if for myself.
As always, thanks SO much, Aurora! It’s seriously unbelievable that there are people excited to read my overly emotional ramblings about books!! I am sending you all the metaphorical baked goods through my computer screen. <3 And yeah, this was "gut kicking" levels of emotional for me, but I know other readers weren't as affected as that. I'm so looking forward to hearing thoughts on it!
What a fabulous, passionate review, Kathy. I LOVE portal fantasy adventures, so I’ll definitely be adding this to my TBR… Thank you for sharing this one!
Thank you so much, Sarah!! And I promise you won’t regret it! Though you might want to keep a box of tissues nearby when you get to it….:D
Thank you for the warning:))
Oh this looks good albeit a toughie. Your review is so good that I’m adding this book to my TBR on that alone! Keep up the good work!
*Happy dance* Aw, thanks Gerry! <3 I want everyone to read this book and have a good cry. We can open up a support group. 😀
Wow, this does sound heartrending and beautiful, Kathy! Your review is stunning! This sounds difficult, too, and I hope you are ok and that the binge watching did the trick. ♥️
It’s definitely earned a spot in my Best of 2018 list! In fact, most of the books on that list are ones that made me super emotional, which tells you a lot about my tastes. 😛
And I’m okay, Jennifer! There was one jump scare in Haunting of Hill House that was VERY effective in blasting away any residual gloominess. Thank you for thinking of me! <3
Oh my gosh, this sounds amazing. I’m surprised this is the first I’m hearing of it! This sounds like something I would love. One time, years ago, I had a weird dream about two sisters where one had fallen through a portal to the fae lands and the other was left behind and this kind of reminds me of that long ago idea…I really need to read this!
I’m surprised that it’s not being talked about more! And AHHHH that’s such a cool coincidence!! And DEFINITELY a sign that you should read it. 😀
Absolutely SOLD Kathy, thank you so much for this review. Your love for it really shows!! 😍
AHH I’m so happy to hear that!! And thank YOU for reading, Beth! <3 <3
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I am so glad you loved this book, I am looking forward to this even MORE NOW! Great review, Kathy!
Oh I hope you love it, Kaleena! It just got under my skin so much and I can’t stop thinking about the characters even now <3
Oh wow what a glowing recommendation that is!!!
A fantastic and passionate review – I love it. I was reading the blurb and thinking ‘hold on, is this Narnia inspired?’ I think I would very much like to read this one.
I still can’t stop thinking about it! And the UK cover even features a lamppost on its back, so everything about it screams “Narnia” in the best way. 😀
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So, I put off reading your review as I had the book on my shelf and wanted to go in fresh – though I had already spotted you loved it from the title, and from Goodreads. I have just binge-read this book in one day and I can say that your review is spot-on. It takes all the magic from portal fantasies but then doesn’t shy away from the aftermath. It always reminds me of that bit from Lord of the Rings, where Frodo remarks that, with all that’s happened, how could he go back to the life he had before – how could these children go back to their former lives, especially having spent so much time away, growing up and changing! I loved how they handled the different struggles of the siblings. Gorgeous, gorgeous read.
First of all, I’m SO sorry for the super late reply! I’ve been on (another) hiatus this month.
Second of all, I’m so, SO glad you loved the book! I pretty much binge read it as well. Ev’s parts were so sad and heartbreaking but I just couldn’t stop reading. I haven’t had that happen to me in a while. And I’m not going to forget that last scene with Ev and Phillippa anytime soon. 🙂
And that Frodo quote is Spot. On.
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